deleted post about muse

i accidentally deleted a whole post from last night when i tried to edit a comment i had made in response to a comment martin had made. so, here’s a quick recap:
i was whining about having writer’s block for this song. in fact, i said that some nights it felt like there was a horsehair conjugal sheet with no hole in it between the muse and i. then i wrote that it would be cool if someone else would write the lyrics, and not to be stingy with their love when it came to the denouement, which should unravel like a pandora’s russian doll of bittersweet emotion.
such florid language raised a red flag in the mind of one reader, my old friend martin, who sensed a certain latent “gayness” to what i was saying. (in all fairness to me, i think he senses this a lot. in fairness to him, when someone starts talking about songwriting, it almost always sounds like fingernails on chalkboards to me…and i did use the word denouement).
well, that recap certainly wasn’t all that noteworthy. maybe i should have just left the thing in oblivion.